3rd day of Year 12...3rd day lucky?
Only had 4 classes and still managed to lose focus. I ended the day with pen on my arms to reveal the intense focus of my classmates during school as well as 3 beautiful sketches of the animals I would love to be and 1 new shitty poem...and what have I learnt? That if I don't hop on the HSC train soon I'm going to miss my flight at the next station :(
I think school should bring back naptime, bring back the better times of sleeping on the floor and getting rewarded with lollies if we behaved. I would definitely focus harder in the hopes of achieving a few smarties.
My 1-year long boyfriend has left the country for a better place (Japan) and he's teaching English there for a year. I have so much spare time on my hands now that I'm not texting him, msning him or on the phone with him, it feels strange. Yet why should I use this time wisely...instead I believe the best thing to do is add these hours to my time lolling around the floor reading books and pouring water over my clothes to cool down...and of course, my facebook hours.
Seriously I guess I should pick up some new skillz in my spare time...I might start the long desired Latin dancing lessons on Thursday nights. But these days who gets to show off any expertise in that style unless they're good enough to be on tv? Maybe I should just improve my stepping :(
My...amazing...friends have decided to go clubbing this weekend, which is going to FAIL, because they always fail. As usual I'll probably be the anti-social one who stays at home but ends up avoiding a shitty night and doing something useful with their time (AKA, watching Family Guy with my brother). I think I need to go out though, I've been taking some weird anti stress medication pretty much hourly just to stop myself from going into a vegetable state of depression and I need to wake up to the way life is going to be from now on.
Schoolies at the end of the year? No thankyou. I have better plans.
xoxo
Me
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