The Last Hug.

I found this today while I was going through my files on my computer searching for SOMETHING to do with the shit that I need to study for tomorrow. Didn't find much so I got distracted, but the weird thing is I definitely don't remember writing this, it's about Bella, my grandparents dog.

I feel like I never got to say goodbye
They told me you'd gone and I was unbelieving
Months passed, years passed
I forgot you were gone
Then one day I thought of how you died
And realised I never gave you that last hug
I wish I could have smiled more often
Laughed and played with you
Come to visit
But I came to you when I was sad
And cried until my tears ran dry
Maybe you thought you made me sad
When you made my life worth living
You made your way over to me
Curious, worried
You stayed with me until all the pain was done
I want you to know
You made me smile
Laugh
Now you're gone
Nothing can assuage me